mek indu kitak

saya mmg sebenarnya ingin menulis di dalam bahasa inggeris. kerana kalau buat puisi memang lebih menyentuh hati (yerr) kalau di tulis di dalam bahasa tersebut. tetapi, setelah saya menulis tadi, saya terhenti di satu ayat di mana saya tidak dapat mencari perkataan yang boleh di sama kan bunyi hujungnya. maka, saya rasa saya ingin menulis di dalam bahasa saya sendiri, di mana saya rasa walaupun perkataan2 hujungnya tidak sama, puisi itu masih seronok di baca. 

Tajuk: Mek indu kitak

hello kitak.

kitak tauk sapa kitak.

tp kitak siktauk, 

banyak ne mek indu kitak time tok.

ngu eh.

mek indu upa tak smile2.

mek indu gine tak care ngan mek.

mek indu gine tak madah tak sayang mek.

oof indu eh.

mek indu bila mek drive dekat gilak ngan moto depan,

mula la kitak nekan brek angin,

kakya mesti mek perasan,

mesti mek madah, 'tekan jak mena2 sia',

mesti kitak ter heheh heheh sbb kantoi nekan brek imaginasi ya tek.

mek indu bila kitak mbak mek to my first sarawak footbol match,

ktk lucu time ya,

mok nak mok mek yg jadi tukang ambik gamba,

jong jong kamera ditikam tak lak,

tp tek ada juak mek emo duhal,

abis kitak digoyang2 mek,

tp yalah tek,

0 - 0 juak sarawak lawan johor.

mek indu bila kita nak bejalan ke sine sine,

kitak tauk mukak pintu moto pake kmk,

penah skali mek nanyak,

'aie pahal gi blah tok, bukan madah mok drive tek ka',

tp kitak sik nyaut,

mukak pintu ajak,

mula lah mek jadi ter oh oh,

alu supan alu mek.

mek indu bila kita tetemu sapa2 nok kitak kenal,

kitak akan madah,

'this is Nurul, my missus' sambil tersengeh2.

mek indu bila kitak kadang2 rasa mek geng kitak,

so ktk nyangkut tgn tak di bahu mek kejap,

kedak sidak lekak main bol begamba.

mek indu time kita duak ilek di lanang luar umah mek,

lepas balit dari raon2,

pasya bila lanang ya basah kenak tempias ujan,

kitak lap lap lanang ya,

nang suka kitak ilek di lanang ya.

mek indu time lepas kitak propose,

mek demam (koatan romentik gilak kitak mlm ya),

and mek batok,

and mek padah 'sora mek kedak jantan',

alu kitak padah kitak datang umah,

mek pk kitak datang petang,

tp kitak datang time ya juak,

ngembak lemon and honey,

and polah k kamek aek ubat ya,

awwww

n bila mak mek limpas dapor,

nya nyk 

'ih, jadi doktor kah?'

tang laju jak kitak madah 'aok'.

comel kitak ari ya.

mek indu bila mek nangga muka kitak light up,

everytime kitak nangga kamek,

senang ati mek,

sbb mek sik rajin muka menjus mun nak dating,

kitak polah mek rasa diperlukan,

and kitak selalu padah sejok ati nangga mek.

mmh! ;D

mek indu kadang kadang kitak padah mek antek,

walaupun mek just makey lepar Karate mek (yg nektok magic jadi tat sing, tersaruk rah pengilan ria),

walaupun mek asa mek kihak ria.

and kitak selalu pesan,

mun kitak madah gia,

kitak maksudkan gia,

bukan pake saja saja amik ati mek.

ya mek sayang kitak,

byk gik benda kitak polah nok mek rindu,

mek indu time kita tekekek kekek tetak,

mek indu time kita kelaka lep lep,

mek indu time kita ilek2 nangga majalah interior and kitak padah kitak mok umah kitak like this and like that,

and insyaAllah we will have what we wanted.

walaupun mek indu byk olah kitak,

walaupun mek indu apa kitak polah ngan kamek,

gine kitak treat kamek and all,

but the most yang kamek indu is,

KITAK.

and to have kitak by my side.

kaz, mek indu kitak.

i love you.

;)

time keluar ngan didi fifi n chan didi

time anta fifi gi epot, kiut ada jak gigi jarang cinta saya itu

The Best Thing - Ep 03 [Special Episode] Part Two

haluuu

sorry, sorry

yesterday begaut nak balit, ari da kol 7pm bh, bukan sengaja nak molah bersiri hee7 ;D

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"Previously on The Best Thing.." - (kedak tv series time awal2)

- Mr The One booked a place for 01/01

- told me to wear something semi formal

- scene saya muka chuak n perasaan neves

- scene dup dap dup dap

- scene iron tudong

- scene amik gamba sementara menunggu Mr The One

- scene Mr The One picked me up at 8++ pm

- scene amik 3 pics in dpn pintu

after taking pictures in front of the door, it was time for us to go.

dd n fifi n babe sue were also in front of the door, and my bro dd told Mr The One in tone urg tua/bapak-bapak - 'kaz, jgn mbak nurol tempat pelek2'.

yerrr apakah.. tuija :P

MTO (Mr The One) walked in front of me, and to my surprise, he opened the car door for me.

YERRRR, ne sik alu ter 'hihihihi' jak saya.

in the car, i sat silently, and renah.

i didnt know why, prolly still supan supan.

he told me i looked gorgeous. eeeeek!
(kaler fuschia alu ppku, nasib sik terang lam moto)

we talked a bit.

we listened to the radio.

and he asked, 'do you know where are we going?'

i said, ' err i dont have expectations'

which was incorrect, because the right answer is 'No, i dont know where we're going'

hahahah. isk. kesan nabes, gia lah nya.

so when he drove up Jln Mathies, i already knew, but i didnt say a thing.

the place didnt matter to me, because i was more nervous on what will happen, and what am i gonna say etc etc.

so few minutes later, safely parked.

and he walked with me to The Steak House in Hilton.

huhu.

that was my first time there.

i prolly looked silly, so i let him did all the talking.

huhuhuh.

again i sat silently.

when talking i didnt make any eye contact
(rupa urg julin curi kali saya mlm ya, because kelaka ngan nya main tanggar past bahu).

suma ini adalah kerana saya malu, fuschia pp saya.

altho 3 days before he already knew how i behaved, how burok is my loyar, the tone of my conversation, and all that.

hee4.

so we had a pleasant dinner.

dup.

dap.

dup.

dap.

eh, lom lom.

dessert lupak.

hahahah

after dessert, i saw his face changed.

well, u know, the 'this-is-the-time' look.

dup.

dap.

dup.

dap. (serius jantong saya kembali berdegup di kala menaip huhuh)

i looked at him.

he started to talk, and my ears felt like burning.

nakpa benddaaaa ka di malu gilak ya saya pun siktauk.

and so he said, that i completed him, that he's happy yada yada (ne boleh padah abis2, eheheheh :P)

he took something out of a paperbag, and put it in front of me.

and then he said

'will you be mine?'

weeks before, i was planning on asking few questions before i said anything.

and how could i ask!! if i was asked first!!

the question was a checkmate.

well he obviously already knew the answer.

but i needed to say some stuff first, so i took the box and put it aside.

THEN baruk i looked into his eyes.

and i said that he was wise enough to pick that date,

because if he asked me even a day before,

i prolly would have hesitated, but that night i was ready.

and i told him, that even my trust was betrayed so many times, i am not giving up, because i know happiness still waits for me.

i told him to take care of my fragile heart, that has been broken so many times before,

and i told him that i trust him, eventho the trust is thin, but i know i will be happy, so i took this chance.

i told him i saw the way he adapt with my family and my babes,

and especially the way he treated me,

and i can see that he is different.

i felt sebak2, but i managed to hold the tears back,

and i smiled, and said i have one question left.

(bok muka nya nabes)

'apa' - katanya.

'hehehe' - kata saya.

'if i agreed to be yours, will u be mine too?' - tanyak saya.

nang bujat saya, aok tauk saya. heheheh.

tersengeh2 jak Mr The One.

then i said 'yes', and then he said 'yes'.

YES! yay! :)

heee. i saw relief in his face. (aie, sik kan ktk maseh bajet mek madah no, oo ehehe)

he asked me, 'sikmok bukak ya kah?' - sambil memandang kotak itu.

'oh bukak kinek ka?' - i asked.

'aok, bukak la kinek'.

so i opened, dgn rasa nabes, (nang belawan sapa nabes agik la malam ya)

jejeng..

it was a beautiful Swarovski rhodium plated, solitaire necklace.
i have never received a piece of jewelry, so i didnt know how to act.
i said thank you, without a tone.
tp ngan sora alus, i said 'ee cantek'..
then i said 'ktk pasang eh'. YERRR bujat.

TP, angkat juak cinta hati dari kerusi nya,
and he put it on me,
hee4

:)

esh, sitauk eh apa perasaan saya.
tegisin2 jak, ya juak gigi depan bertimpak hahahah.
so we talked again for a little bit,
then we headed out,
as a couple. :)

he looked so happy.
and i was so happy too.
(both of us still are, in case any of you are wondering hahah)

at the carpark, again he opened the car door for me *oh oh* :")
singgah kejap, nya bought me strepsils, because dah ada tanda tanda batok saya makin worse.
then he drove me home, and as usual, we sat with my siblings,
loyar2 dolok, until it was almost midnight,
and then he went home.

and then i felt a strong sense of longing.
yep, im in love.

officially yours, 01/01
i love this pic. otedah muka urg jetlag :P


Khasmady,

i love you.

Nurul

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coming up..
I have my Personal Doctor ;P

The Best Thing - Ep 03 [Special Episode], Part One

Hi!

ive been away too long, sorry.

so, where were we?

oh, episode 3

The Most Romantic Thing  (yaaa kaler mesti mau merah menyala. dup dap dup dap)

okay, maybe some of my readers would say my story did not match the title, but to me, this is the best proposal (of begerek) and it is the most romantic thing that has happened to me. (oof bedebar indah lok huhuh)

01.01.09

let's flashback a bit.

i was told to be ready by Mr The One

that when he finally came home, he will ask me to  be his girlfriend, officially, ehem. 

So, knowing myself, i would imagine stuff like, being proposed at:

i)  a beach after sweaty sessions of kiak kaong melompat ombak2 kecik, 

 or

ii) the cinema lobby after hearty sessions of laugh with popcorns floating between the tongue and teeth. 

But since Mr The One came back, and after spending too many hours together (well, still x cukup nguuu..) ,

i can feel that this time, my love life would be a little bit different. 

well not a little bit, A LOT! 

yala, for me la, because i havent been swept off my feet by anybody..

(err,  only by makcik cleaner once, ya pun tekun alu nya nyapu)

ok sambung cerita

so, on the 29th, he told me he booked a place for 01/01, 

made sure i will be available for the night and that i should wear something semi-formal, or casual smart for the night.

"ish" i thought.

"sine ndak nya tok nak mbak ka. uhu" (muka chuak + ada peloh kecil tergantung d tepi fringe rambut)

*tik* (bunyi peloh kecil jatuh ke lantai)

but 2 days passed by, and on the 01/01, during the day, we went out, he wanted to eat kenny rogers, so i accompanied him, and then we spent the evening at Taman Sahabat, since he hasn't been there yet. then he sent me home, lepak2 kejap d umah, and then he went home, and told me that he will pick me up at 8.

dup.

dap.

dup.

dap.

mandik.

iron tudong.

*teet* msg from babe sue: 'Babe! amik gamba lak before pegi, nak nangga ;)'

*teketek ketek* replying sue: 'Yer nang ade, kedak prom indah ahaha, tp dd n fifi sikda d umah k ngambik gamba, lom blt gik. isk' <-- yerr maok juak tek sebenanya hehehe

*teet* sue again: 'You want me to come?'

*teketek ketek* reply again: 'Aok, dtg juh, in case nya duak lom balit, mbak Shiro** skali'

**Shiro is sue's camera's name. my camera's name is JamaicanMeCrazy, nickname Crazy.

Sue reached my house, seconds after dd n fifi reached home. after kemas2, i took pictures while waiting for him. let's see...hmm

this is typical me on day to day basis

this is me on that night..yerrrr.mmh!! boh ingga you.

so 8++ he came, picking me up. hehe. something felt different, and i didnt know what. he told me the booking was actually on 830, so we were kinda late, so sue snapped some pics, and this is the one that is not blurred. so, hehe.

me n him, Mr The One, a.k.a Kaz

to be continued...........tonight ;)

The Best Thing - Ep 02

-dicerita kan secara general sahaja, ne boleh detail gilak nak o :P-

29/12

after picking him up from the airport ,

we went straight to The Spring (well neee ada gik pat lain o ahahaha),

cuz he told me before, that, when he reached kuching,

he wanted to eat at the manhattan fish market.

i tried to control the awkwardness (from me, i guess, sbb nya cam ok jak, kurang nabes jak),

but since he is sue's nephew and we have been talking+webcam-ing each other every single day, the day we actually met was a lot more of a 'picking-up-a-lamak gilaa sik jumpa-friend',

so sikda moment *senyapp* in the car.

the first half day (err.. less than 5 hours jak pun) went really well, i must say, sbb malam ya rasanya urg ya ada kakar lep lep,

tp kenak pukol k bantal besar rah bing ya. hohoho. yerrr.

dlm pkl 9pm i sent him off at prumahan, lepak ngan one of his buddies, then i went home.

so on the way home, maka senyum lagi lah saya. eh nak alah alah eh.

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30/12

The next morning, i wasnt on leave yet, so we agreed that he rilek2 lok time siang ya, sementara me keja, then mlm bok jumpa.

so he decided to meet my family that night.

i could see he was engaging, and thoughtful (thnx again for the coffee & tea ya), and he is a gentleman.

blom ada gik any of my ex-s said to my parents - 'makcik, pakcik, mek mbak nurul klua makan lok ah'.

ne sik on the way i klua pintu terkeluar bunyi 'mmh!' :D

my family pun get along with him, esp my buah ati cinta 2 org ya, fiffy and didhy.

nya nang kenak bulak mantak2 malam ya, oleh magic trick didhy.

and fiffy talked to him as well.

mlm ya we ate fish (again!, tp nyaman! kat kedei tom yam), and we were home by 1030-ish.

nya lepak2 lok rah lanang di luar, with didhy sambong2 bermagic2 in front of us,

bliss :)

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31/12

that day, i was still working, so he decided to follow me to the office, molah keja nya juak. awww. bes ada lok :)

since rami juak urg cuti, so sik rami gilak orang at the faculty.

we spent the half day together, in silence, masing2 polah keja, n nya ada juak napping kejap2, and then after ya, teman nya gi beli benda for BBQ that night at his house, bday abangnya.

babe shinnie, ingat sik nok time taduak balit ya nok time nya fagging d tepi kereta saya? oof! OH! :") *bederei jatoh ati*

i went home with babe shinnie and mlm ya after maghrib me, sue, and jian went to his house for the bbq.

he also invited his buddies so i got to meet em.

i brought along cute lil fruit tarts, nyum2, his mum made soto, and he made spagetti.

and ada juga pitzah, and ayam2 bbq. byk eh nok d mam mlm ya.

the night was very funny (me n the babes la), esp ngan sue LUCU gilaa beraksi seperti d tembak sbb nya beliang ngan bunyi mercun (ada 2 gaya signature malam itu),

altho she was trying to divert us with serious stuff like cerita time nya kenak errrr,

still lucu juak. jujoh aek mata time ya.

ehe, as for me n him, we got more comfortable with each other, maybe because he was at his own home, so he felt relaxed. we took lotsa pictures that night, and the night ended up really well. plus! our first New Year together. hihi!

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after three lovely nights in a row, seeing how he treated me, how he tried to engage in a decent conversation with my family, my feelings started to grow and i was letting myself fall :) everynight before we wish each other sweet dreams, he would tell me to make myself available on 1/1/09. well the big clue was obvious, but the time and place i did not have a clue, and i did not expect anything, i was just letting him to surprise me.

..and he did.

coming up in The Best Thing - Ep 03

ohohok :P

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bingong eh ngan banjero. nang PJ area boh padah gik.
kuching looks like a very huge kampong, say, Kpg Kuching,
and bila after tol, kat jambatan besar ya, beteterrr jak sidak ngkah moto di tepi2 jembatan.

malam tadik, time lalu sia with my bro, i said

oon: 'yoseh, sapa nikah tok o, nang ramiii la pengilan'
dhy: 'nikah ka? aih, belah ya rami juak'

*setelah berada di atas jambatan*

oon: 'aih, nang bykkkk la moto urg pengilan tok'
dhy: 'bukan pengilan tok'
oon: 'yaka, pa urg ya k ju melayu tek' (yer lalu ada, tp nang mena la, ada tek, urg k ju melayu)

cek2, baruk ingat, dibah ya kmpg pulo
kpg lintang pun nait aek
kpg tupong too
hmm
pasya asal nengar ujan turun, chuak indah
hope this will end soon

kesian nangga byk moto di tepi jalan, ada daun agik attached rah moto ya.
so, bait2 dreb,
calling2 jak sama dirik if lalu the same route, tanyak ngan kawan2 banjer ka nisik
olait?

The Best Thing - Ep 01

hi boys and girls.
untok seorang yg pendiam peloyar macam saya ini,
sik update blog for 2 weeks is kurang logic.
tp yalah tek
this is not the ordinary 2 weeks for me.
for once,

i felt so nervous yet i couldnt wait,
i felt 'omg it is tomorrow!!' yet i still sit staring at the calendar,
i felt so overwhelmed with happiness.

and yup, the day finally came.
on the 29th Dec, the one that i have been anticipated all along arrived in Kuching,
with his family,
and there was kamek, with my babe shinnie, also waiting for him.
shinnie pun nabes gila (nang contagious) sampe kmk gik jadi calm ntam nya.
she held out her phone, konon nak amik video of that moment,
tp tangan nya terketar keter megang fon ya, so i said to her, boh babe, malu mek.
hee.
and there was that someone, so familiar, as if we have known each other for years, so i asked my babe
'nya ya nak babe'
'nya ya ka?' kata babe.
'nya lah ya, ktk sik ngelala indah lok'

then bila nya nuleh, baruk la shinnie said
'aok nyala ya'

and so i smiled, the smile that stays till this very moment (arumbulak) :P wuh!

esok malam

starting from esok malam
bermula lah kepiluan saya
namun saya sangat gembira
dan kawan kawan
tunggu lah diari cinta saya
kerana saya masih memaksima kan masa bersama sama


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