and we met...

and i still cant stop smiling.

oh :")

lom gik nak update tok. tunggu ah.
ehehehehe

3 days

he's coming
omg omg.

*ngelep mata selaju 60kelip/minit*

omg.

gitok asa duhal o.
hee.


dear you,
i am amazed at what you do to my heart.

i think i have found that little piece of puzzle that you have been looking for. mbak sitok puzzle besar kitak ya tek. ehehe

oof sesemon i lok.
nguuu

makeover

IT IS TIME FOR BLOG MAKEOVERRRRR yayyyy

nggu lok. lom lom.
epp boh koat ilak refresh.
lommmm kata saya ehh.

salah ya, ukan F4, F5.
wu


balit lok!! karoke lam moto time~

*dashing out*
(ingat sik iklan Sensasi Dashing, make baju sloa leather. mun sik leather sik dashing la tek ngohoho)

sigek gik iklan poda nok
tingtong
"deez, kawan nak jumpa"
tedede dede de de det det detdet *sambil "kawan" mpuan nait tanggak*
*si laki senggaut2 berpoda ngarey2 (smpt di slow motion serbuk poda ya on air)*

kakya mpuan depan pintu ya
poda gugok
kakya nyaduak netak poda gugok
aih, apa kah lucu
ahahaha

so soalan nya?
siapa watak utama?
si "kawan"?
si Deez?

duak duak salah


si IBU nok mukak pintuu!
nya sorang ada dialog koh.
ahahaha

aih, maka ku patut nya dah setup karoke lam keta tek
TATA! (mena2 kali tok)

eh, ingat sik tokrang nok..

EHHHH blt lok hihiihi

*poof!*

i have been thinking

after years and years and years and years of being selfless,
is it so wrong for me to be a little bit selfish for once?
i don't think so.
because i am blissfully happy.
and i deserve to be happy.

yelo!

helo suma

i have noticed that i am a one-topic at a time blogger, as i only blog whenever something happens/updates around me. but some of my fav bloggers, like fieza, lynn, farah (yoseh kitak tiga cameo pliss :D) and some others, they blog about their daily life, what they did for the day, and stuff like that. so this is my attempt to blog on what was happening yesterday. although now i know, everyday passes by, but i seldom have something great to be done for the day, except that i always wait for the night to come, and wait for erkhem2!! :D

so yesterday, papaji came home from Sibu outstation, and mamaji n i went to the airport to fetch him. the traffic was like ngauuu, jammm gila, esp at the traffic lights, after the simpang 4 ada maybank blah kerek (maseh ka maybank, sebut ajak la). aok, at jalan laksamana cheng ho. yalah, it is after 5pm, ppl were going home from work. and it was so long since i drove an auto car, so i was like nabes2, takut melajak vroom2. tp okei jak pun hee.


aaanyway, when we reached the airport, while waiting for papaji to arrive, i snapped meself, using timer. haha. lupak ada urg kerek kanan, but lalekla. i put the cam on the boot, and while waiting for the timer to go off, supan2 la juak rasa nyihihihi.

im holding the car's audio remote (so my parents akan dgr lagu dipileh oleh Dj Oon sahaja)
by the way, my pants only cost me rm9.90! :D n i loveee it.

i like being alone at the back seat, but i like it more if my siblings are with me. this is what i did at the back seat

belaguuu! with the remote as a mic. oof! nang kaong2 saya dibelakang

so after picking up papaji, we went to bombay masala @ matang jaya, mam roti sekaya. there goes my dinner :)

Bombay Masala

papaji & mamaji

nescafe tarik pahit saya, the pahiter the powerer eheh

although i had kopi during dinner, i slept early last night. kopi doesnt work for me anymore, i can still drink aek mati the whole day and spend the night awake till next morning. so i guess suma ya depends on *here* (sambil menunjuk kepala sendiri). i woke up, when Mr The One called, tp i totally forgot what we talked (sowee hee) gik mamun2. but i woke up at 530 for suboh, and went online, and buzz him. then we chatted till i was off to work this morning. we're wearing all blacks for the day. so i wore my kebaya nyonya with loose pants n black heels. hihihi.

aok gamba tok bujat plis. saya ingga juak. hhaha

mmh!

=)

these booties are made for walking

bulan ini saya akan membeli kasut baru/booties/boots.

pa tek my boots dah rosux.

but this time i wanna look for yg pelek kit/super high/quirky/striking kaler or yg urg sikda asa nak make. nyohohoho. bila lagi mau berani nak o? umo 25 la hehehe.

lagipun apalah fashion if you dont experiment.

yum. its the end of the year girls. oof! fieza pun da bebeli sandal baru o za o. jeles amek. auw lah (bak kata farah)

halu

oof! indu eh nak update, i just got back from my daro-matu trip.
gila bes :)
just sakit belakang mbak dudok 12jam lam van. dudok sik renah gik ya.
anyway, i cant update so much right now, altho there are so much going on..
ill come back later oki. nway, here are some sky/sunset/sunrise/cloudy/banjer/rainy moments dari the field trip.
lak2 edit yg lain, so hard to pick! suma are like (@.@)!
muah!

by the way, while in Daro, Mr The One ajak going steady.
uu, it looks like he might know what ill say
tp i wont say anything yet
until 2 minggu agik
he might need to re-propose, tp awal2 mbak cooler, in case mek cair. oof!
tp i have some "intebiu" questions juak nak ask before apa2.
hehehe. tunggu lah, apa crita klak.

wiuwiuwiu

cloudy. gamba amik dari dlm speedbot

encek abang becerita ngan dak sue

dipadah masok tv alu suma peace :) hee.sori geng mek voolak ajak

duak kings, main lawan mata sapa kelep dolok kalah

sunset

kolig keja saya, begamba ngan dak awan

sunset/pond bordered with penjan van

dari penjan bilit mek oang

gi umah uncle sue, mamam2 lunch :) kampong ya after ujan lebat, so river overflowed, jadi kena jalan lam aek

in a rush

"It came over me in a rush
When I realized that I love you so much"

ngu. the power of a song. lagikla RnB. agikla sora kedak gelumbaeng.

panas asa dibah mata.
jantong debar-debar.
ati sik tentu.
kedak ngiluk2 jak denyut.
apakah?
rindu kah?

hm!!

sebak eyy
ngu :'(

*asyik menjeling jam*

'what you always want, i want it too'


so, lets.

5 days

ill be gone for 5 days
field trip to matu/daro


well well
bagus juak pat get away, main rah rural village


___________________

i am numb now.

plis dont push my button
because i wont sway
because i wont stay

dont let ur hopes up
because im afraid it might crash you
because im not right for you
because i wont be true

it is too late
seriously it is too late
after all this
you will ask
'now what?'
i wont say
i wont sway
i wont stay
it is too late baby
it is too late

hate me
trash me
forget me
if you need to
because i dont wanna be lonely
i just wanna be alone

numb, i am numb now
poke me, squeeze me, slice me, tear me

i wont sway
i wont stay
plis dont push my button

i am numb now.

_______________________

hehe, pat molah lagu dimpun da saya tok mun di pupok2.hmm.

toodles!

tunggu ok

today i will post a new entry with super jumbo updates with super many pics (sengan ne mampu ku aplod). woof woof! watch this space!

i never thought

i never thought any of these would happen,
especially to me.

i never thought about it,
because i thought, i am done.

but
what if they came
what if they say they want you
what if they say they care
what if they are the ones that you have been looking for
what if they say things you wanna hear, things you wanna know
what if they are all the what ifs

what if i say 'this is the first that i've been so happy after a long time'
what if i say 'this is the one'
what if i say 'this is everything that i've ever wanted'
what if i say 'i want this'

i want this.
just give me time.
just give us time.
insyaAllah

finishing line. wooh! // happiness in magazines

horey
today is the final day of my weight/inch loss challenge!
pics will be posted later, with stats and stuff. right now im too happy (about other thing) to weigh or to measure meself. huhuh. later a.
oof!


mood: lovestruck
listening to:love songs

:)
:)