Saturday, November 29, 2008

last night by az yet

tringat ngan sue.
she managed to convert lagu sexy* itu kepada nursery rhyme babies2 bila nya tersasol time karoke in the car.
camne tek babe?

i shaw the shun, the moon hahahahaha (i saw the sun, the moon)

saja bah. indu. pa sik jadi kua tek huhuh. sleep tight babes.
+memuncongkan jungo segitiga

kedong online, alu la meyoutube vclip lagu tok. yak! lucu da. p ada mpuan body fit! @.@ second girl, nok mbut pendek ya. hahaha ingat time skolah ehs. hahah baru saya ingat saya minat sora sapa lam grup ya. hahahahah eeekk

tp this part of the lyric:
"i drank your wine, as you taste mine".
i assumed u guys drank the same wine. nak?minum la dari cangker kedirik o. yerrr. kenjet. hahahah

jian, tangga vclip tok ngan vclip hard to say im sorry. hahah. kompom dapat tangga muka yg sora bunyi bass ya. namanya siap ada nama tgh as a bass. kenny "bassman" terry. ahaha. lucu eh. sigek gik, dah almost abis lagu ya, sorang ya siap mukak kot half, kotan geram. ahahaha. uuuhh nang layan lah sora2 sidak ya ehhh.mmh!


*sexy - mild description of lucah ngahaha (for this song only)

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

hari ini hari selase

mmm

uhu

:/


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lalala :)

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

the one that i read over and over and over and over and..

helo.
x cukup satu, duak entry, x cukup duak, tiga.
hehehe. been reading my fav book for like the umpteenth time.


tada! hee. stories we could tell, by tony parsons.well, some might find this book very boring, some might say 'bole la, ok ok' or 'okla juak', but i say 'mek shuka gila!!'. the weird thing is, as much as i love this book, (and of course his other lovely, lovely books - one for my baby (BEST!), the family way (best! people can really relate to this), man and boy (pun bes!)). i want to find all of his books, ada like 4 more, man and wife, my favorite wife, and two non fiction books - one he co-authored with his exwife, and in 09, one more book will be published! horey!

ok, again, the weird thing is, as much as i love this book, saya tidak beli the ori copy. instead, i did a perfect-binded copy of it. why? sbb i want the white cover! the white cover (in picture) depicts all of the main characters, walaupun hanya dari belakang hehe, and at mph, or popular ka or mana2 ada jual, they used the grey copy, which shows some faces, and umm... those faces x sama ngan watak. x sama with terry, ray, leon..xbes. to me, it's important that i can imagine the characters the way they're described. so, sy buatla perfect-binding. at least perfect binding, so rupa pun macam the real book, just dlm ada cop library huhuhuh! sikpa. shh. hehehehe.

well the book was inspired from his own starting career as a music journalist. yea, that is why i love this book. if ure into music, u will love this book. tapi! not about current music or loads of crap music, sbb it was 1977. lebeh tepat lagi, buku ini sebenanya,a one whole night story. which is 16 august, 1977, the day that elvis died. haha i always loved any authors who wrote a-one-nite-story. time punk baruk angkat. time hippy style dah subside, because zaman beatles dah lepas. but then ada one character, ray, nya still dressed as a hippy, and very devoted to the beatles, and his assignment for that night, is to find john lennon, who is in town, for that night only. and yada yada yada, suma ada adventure masing2.

terry - spiked hair, oxfam jacket, boots., levi's yg sik cuci sejak beli and he reviews most of the new music at that time

leon, hmm leon wears trilby hat, yg lebeh2 kurang kedak topi fedora itu, and leon is actually belongs to a medium class family, tp lives at a homeless shelter, koatan passion nya tek. but biasala. darah muda, emo lebeh, apa2 pun lebeh, last2 pulang juak ke rumah.

ah yes, terry, ada watak girlfren lam story ini. Misty. dari the way she is built, i could pick an actress to play Misty if they made a movie from this book. i'd pick zooey deschanel. hehhe.

all and all, best sbb mmg byk adventure in that one night, yg made they grow up. the book is the basic picture of zaman drugs and rocknroll. love it. layan esp di saat2 aher. the first time i read this book is when i borrowed it from the library, and finished it in that day. besnya if can live in the 70s music scene. mesti bes kumpul2 duit, sbb want to buy all the vinyls. i love seeing organized vinyls. i think if until now we still use vinyls, prolly we would appreciate music better. yaka? i think la. if me la. lain org lain la pendapatnya hee.


side note: the movie that i love to watch again and again and again and again and..

i'm not there.
fuu. nangg bes. again, this is a 'music autobio' movie. and dari tajuk, dah tauk it is about bob dylan. his life. in this movie, if watched sambil lewa, mmg mcm belit2 n sik paham. tp if hayati mmg bes. because the director chose to have different actors play the different stages of dylan's life. actor suma layan2 juak. bale, ledger, gere, wishaw, and blanchett. and byk lagik. julianne moore pun ada, cameo by sonic youth's kim gordon pun ada in this movie. the best part is? blanchett plays bob dylan. surprisingly.. KEDAK!. nang pande macho indah cate blanchet. lalu ragu2 saya ngan sexuality saya. o jian o. hahahah buurrrak ajak. directed by todd haynes. 2007.

the first day

hari ini saya ingin cuba menulis dalam bahasa baku. jadi kepada yang membaca, baca lah dalam bahasa baku ye ya?
emm

ee boh jak. terus buntu akal saya. polah surat rasmi to jpa yg half a page pun 4 kali edit. kenak tetak dak mimah gik ya.

anyhoo, went to unimas today, to report duty, and to take 3-days leave.
tetapi itu di cancel, maybe di ganti next week, or raya aji week.
even report duty pun ada matters pelu main kirim2.
i wish posmen2 can fly.
huhuhuh.
tp if posmen2 can fly, mesti la saya apply dolokkk.
aa what else?
ok, so today, besides seeing my bosses and telling em im back, sy terus dpt serahan keja, n ari first juga sy terus minjam laptop ofis utk dibawa balek.
and saya juga menjadi penggembala kepada shinnie ku syg. sana sini tagg buwit amek awi tok tek oo.
hee.
den evening, went to spring, late lunch
and then wait for xaximie for a meet up @ big apple
snap2
(jian, jarik sapa lucu mcm miak sikpat bediri straight time perhimpunan hahahahhah)
den after aben, nengan jian meli otdog nya (bak kata bapak russel peters 'hordok' - with soft d) @ 1901, pasya part ways, n i sent shinnie home.
thx kuang kuit ngan mek today babe. mwah.

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i have a question.
what do u do, when u get multiple signs, all in one day.
u trusted urself in every decision u made.
and suddenly, when u let something out..
u realized, there is a leak.
that's when u realized, you are happy, but less happier than u used to be.
is that a hope? or something else? have i changed?
and when u woke up today, ur heart cant stop bedebar2.
until now.
and i never thought that one day i would end up thinking about this.
because i remembered i was so sure. & so determined.

maybe coincidence jak. yalah.plus me yg dtg loi2 juak miker pelik2 o. 'bait sik malu!'

Sunday, November 23, 2008

fiffy

tajuk sikda kaitan.
tapi saya linduuuuuuu sgt2 sama adik saya.
p kakak boring aie.
mek duak dd jak tok
nasib dd ada.
dd dah tere main megik aie.
tadik anta sue blt nya siap molah megik lam moto gik ya.
lam gelap gik ya.
nya dah sleep ya. kakak nutup tb tek, ada indah trop kat tepi.
nang sekpat jaoh la.
lak nak ilek waterpront eh. narit2 mana dak melaya n omputeh k ngeso magik.
boh bingong, sik mekduak main d waterpront sambil make baju linkin park.
netok nya kaka mala make sora debid blaine fi.
ya kak madah kawu 'didi blank'. bukan 'debid blen'.
klak ko dtg lak, ada nya madah
'wanna see some magic?'
'pick a card'

nya make kad terop si piza netok.
kad terop kakak dah lusoh gila dah.
lusoh2 tok bok bes main nilit jodoh tok.
bah bah saya dah d kuching, sapa nak mintak tangga jalan crita dgn org nok di minat/d suka tek? ada halangan ka sik, ada masalah ka sik..
set epoinmen lok. hahah. nilit d sweekang. fieza? nieza? nora? to nora dtg kch pls. dah sampe call immediately pls. mun sik terais jak dari taman kakak itak. berekot mek ke choice ria kakya. kakya ta betandak britney blakang pintu.

TAPI!! nilit bole nilit, dgn syarat, lepas perut ada kenyang2 mee blacan (yerrr fieza).. ngan kuah nyam2 nya.
ngan telor padi half floating lam perut ya (nangg lihai makan sik bekerat).
mmh! ngenang ajak pun kecor2 za o. aek lio aa kecor2, boh njelar mata dolok ya. :P
mun sik d sweekang pun, di tempat nok ada signature hot chocolate (Venti please) ditambah ngan club sandwich k mek duak lynn kongsi oo lynn o *njelin fieza agik (tauk mek susah dah ati ktk ya ahahah sekdooo baaa, idar2 oo. p nunggu gaji mek nait lok aa)


lalala
yea im back :) hopefully for good. mudahan result ok. huhuh. eh salah, aminn.
this monday ill be reporting my duty, n amik cuti for a few days, n urus apa2 patut.
so, tadik we haf makan2 with my ahli mesyuarat tingkap yg telah saya tinggalkan 18 bulans.
byk juak 18 bulan ya. pat k duak igek baby. tauk ada bebanding bulan ngan pregnancy. ahahah.
nway, saya sudah rizep bilit kak fazlin yg cosy mosy itu, horey.
kak fazlin's going to UMP. huhu. we'll miss ya for shure. esp time main teka teki time pegi serikin o. masehhh gik i ingat teka teki itu.
hee. esok bole la stat muang debu rah kasut2.
mala k leparrr ('r' stail jian) ajak lamak tok tek.


oh, while on the plane, i snapped some cute clouds!

ok, obviously not this.

oh, and this, this is totally unrelated. tp jumpa lam buku going places lam flight.
Paul Smith Ankle Boot! aaaaa. sapa pat meli k i to nang kenak tium 500 kali.


nya tok nya. comel eh. if ada doraemon, kan boleh kita main swim2 on the clouds. hmm
(sapa2 ada macam komik siri ya tauk la nya)


this is my fav! macam dalam water! below was hutan n the greens, and the shadow of the clouds polah benda ya upa cam lam aek. ah ciptaan Allah!

Friday, November 21, 2008

ngaaaa fiezaaaa!

*note for sarawakians, ignore the words in brackets
hee

fieza lokk... main tag gamba kinek (skarang_jugak).
sannnn (pengsan/meroyan/gila & sewaktu dgnnya) urg nangga(nengok) mek netok (now). kalah lindsay dbah(bawah) ya hahahahh (hihihhi).

tp oleh kerana ditagged oleh one of blogger taygar. maka harus saya berlari laju2 nyapey(ncapai) tudong terdekat on camera n snap! tok(ini) hasel nya. sori a muka minyak2. kol 4.07am tok. gik(sedang/masih) layan molah(buat) esemen.



oo tebiut (sesuatu yg senget - utk konteks ini) indah (la pulakk...) lok.. kitak(awak) tek za. gaut2 alu mek. oklah. kedong tek nak (alang2 minum air biar smp berenang dan snorkeling). apa kata...

eh cekolok tesnap agik

ah bole la tok.





ya bok nya. ngan spek2 beminyak2. mek pun sitauk apa yg nyaman ya za. haha

ok. yang kena adalah..

felynn_faricia! (udah abis nama kau lynnn)
dyg norafizah!! (",) (,") *lari*
suriyaa! *berekot*
i n t a n!
.khaty.
linsharin@gmail.com!
apiz_mod!
rararawr woof woof! ;)
farah mok knak agik sik? hahahaha

okeh. abis nama bulak, nama bena, nama tunggah d umah, nama ciptaan saya, email pun ada kenak. hee2. polah aa

ehh instructions lupa gua (asa samseng):

1. Take a recent picture of yourself OR take a picture of yourself right now

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture. (ok yg make tudong bole berekot now n capei tudong tedekat, 1, 2, 3!!!)
3. Post that picture with NO editing. no edit
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag  people to do this.

ok sambong esemen lok.

*note: yg in brackets are some words for my non-swakian friends. pandai2 la ganti aa.
then gi komen guna bahasa swak. :D

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

3D

aaaa kit palak becarik 3D stuff with DirectX n C++ hell.
haruskah ada esemen before ku blt?

ku blt sabtu.
maka


HARUSKAH?

aaa
sakit kepale le

Monday, November 17, 2008

neu yay-out *done*

yey, finally im on my way to create my own layout.
thish time it wiw be simple.
no more blacks for me.
white background now.
i just put up the banner.
on my way creating the background n side stuff.

just wait! :)
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yey da abenn hee.
puas ati lok. :)
ini baru sayya..
hope u guys like it^

Saturday, November 15, 2008

penings

uu headache. why o?
nak kata x mam, 2,3 kali mam today.
excitedla ckit today cuz i have my fav songs playing in winamp.
berjaya juak donlod ventho no free versions in the net.
freeee jak maok ho?

want to know how i got all my songs on the net?
go to youtube, and youtubed it. sometimes in youtube we can find all those yg ares/limewire x jumpa.
when jumpa, go >here< to extract the mp3 audio from the video.
download the mp3.
yaa sudah ada mp3 nyaaa!
maka ada sudah lagu californiasun,nuday,n millionfaces ku.
sapa mbak? hm. cs - jem, nd - kate havnenik, mf- paolo nutini.
lagu paolo nutini cun2 suma nya!

boring2 jap before thinking bout playing with the camera.
been so long since the last time muley2 camera.
in a few days this pc is going to be sold, so berposingla kita lala.


boring mala amik separas n dari atas. apa kata aku tundok kali ini

muleyy holga ku sayang.cidak bunyi hahah. btw, tangan saya kedak tangan onglakiii!!!!!! !damn

*poof


i wanted to do the last esemen, but where the hell is my 3ds cd o? ila, aritu kite letak mane eh.? yalah kita bilit dah tunggang tebalit. nak pack all the stuff, pun mcm adohh hey dont know where to start!



*uh! hak! huh! yak! mmh! nga! hah!*


lak ta becita gik.
Fact #1 - top 3 healthier options from fast food companies - 1. McD, 2. Burger King, 3. KFC (tp di NZ la, malaysia tok sik sure hohoh)
Source

Listening To: California Sun

when should i go home?

last presentation, 20th.
hm.
21st?
22nd?

sem abis on 24th.
when?
dah la barang cam byk.
hm.

21st?
22nd?
23rd?

help me decide :/

Friday, November 14, 2008

choki-choki

rasa bosan today.
asa nak ngamok2 ada juak.
asa nak nyepak2 ada juak.
bukan boring sikda keja.
boring nok ngesak ati.

!damn

Sunday, November 9, 2008

what i love most about photography and art

photography and art to me is like fashion. we can choose to express ourselves in our own way. our own creativity. it is full with experiments. for me, although i am not a professional photographer, i love to get inspired and try new stuff. i like portraits, and i want to achieve variety through portraits. here i have some ideas, but i don't have the props to go with it. i have to take pictures with my scarves, as i am a tudung-clad girl, but i didn't bring that many scarves for me to take pictures. otherwise everything will pretty much look the same. photography is one way for me to release my stress, to show my inner emotion, or just to have fun. lately i tried to take some serious themes, like the pic here, and it is hard for me to even make a good serious face. it teaches us to dig the emotion from inside, to portray it outside. maybe that's why the girls in ANTM feel irritated when they were yelled by the art director. i just cant wait to go back home. so i can practice with my siblings, and also my babes! :)

Be Free!!

Picture: "We can't please everyone" by dariagraphy©

Saturday, November 8, 2008

tribal



i want to do some tutorials on photoshop. hm. would you guys like that? should i put it in another blog or just here.. just some basic2 stuff. im not that good anyway. by the way, try to check out some menu in the above pic. im just trying some stuff. he. ;)

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Portrait Project III: The Prima Donna

"The Prima Donna" by dariagraphy©

She is the first lady
She is egotistical
She is irritable
She is self-indulgent
but she is the superstar

although she's obnoxious
although she's temperamental
although she's unreasonable
u cannot do without her
because she is irreplaceable
because she is

The Prima Donna

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

what do you want be?

what do you want be if you're not who you are now? me, i want to be:

a fashion designer/entrepreneur
i wanna design clothes.
im tired of clothes that i couldnt fit in.
i want to wear clothes that fits me, not trying hard to fit into one.
i want to design boots.
i want to design my own jeans.
i want to wear my own creation.
i want to be original.

so, what bout you?

5 things you know about me (after reading this)

ive been tagged by lynn a week ago, and i havent got to it yet. so these are 10 more things that you will learn about me. but im cutting down. only 5 for me. im afraid ill reveal the other side :O

ONE it took me one whole week to get over Jangan Pandang Belakang. luckily pierre andre didnt drive a kelisa in that movie. huhuh

TWO im bad at showing/expressing my subtle emotions. i might seem like i dont care, but i do

THREE i can read minds and i can put thoughts in people's mind. shinnie selalu jadi mangsa. :D

FOUR i can tilit jodoh haha

FIVE i have low self esteem. ive been cheated by assholes twice.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

im a grown up

my feet is suffering from blisters again. damn, seems like everything is making my feet worse. the thing is, i got these blisters from flip flops! i have been wearing flip flops my whole life, and my feet have never gotten any of these small, ugly, rounded, red-dish little stuff that will end up looking still small, still ugly, still kind of rounded but a bit distorted, but brown-ish this time, which is making them look uglier! huhuhu. and i have this rubber shoes, that i have been wearing for almost 1.5 yrs now, and for 10 months my feet are fine, but after that, blisters too! aren't they supposed to be like, looser? more comfortable? this year is the first year im experiencing blisters, i have never gotten them before, albeit im wearing a-size-smaller shoes, non comfortable shoes, and my favourite osaki slippers which i wore everywhere i go including shopping malls (except when im going out with the babes, im afraid they'll be embarassed of me).

hmm. is it me? is it our body? im no longer young and 'dangerous', well uh, still quite young & quite 'dangerous', but you know, it's like our body is not fresh and tight and white(?) like it used to be. i think 10% of it is true, that as we get older, our skin age too and seeing my lifestyle this year, im not as healthy as i was, so i guess it kinda effects my skin too. that's why they say (who are 'they' btw) :

  • after 25, our metabolism is getting slower/lower (hence my ongoing inch-loss challenge)
  • when we were young, we learn and adapt skills very quickly
  • when we were young, we care less about the everything else, and the biggest problems were like 'how to make my crush see me', 'why didnt he take me to the prom', 'wow this guy is cute & i want to add him in ms/fs/fb etc and the biggest responsibility was 'study hard, get good grades meaning will get good job (which is not necessarily true)', but when we reach adulthood, we care, about life, friends, family, job, money, serious relationships, future, what else, name it. and the biggest problems are orbiting these things. responsibilities, obligations. the point is we grow up. (hence the wrinkle/worry lines - but i got my wrinkles/lines from laughing a lot when i was younger. :D
but adulthood is not that bad though, it is very, very interesting world. no more mommy and daddy dealing for us, we are on our own. we experience power. but no matter our age is, keep our hearts young, take care of yourself, be healthy, look younger.

and i will try to take care of my feet. (BioOil is very effective on the scars).

bedungkedunk!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

wishlists

"wishlist" by dariagraphy©

hmmm..to be continued..